i hate you

i don't know i don't know i don't know i don't know i don't know i don't know i don't know i don't know i don't know i don't know i don't know i don't know i don't know

Since I left you my life's been an absolute mess.
Completely awful, somehow Im still existing.
I filled this void I had without you,
just to realize that those people mean nothing.
Everyone means nothing.
They all equal nothing. I hate everyone.

I hate there ideas, they way they move the way they talk,
I hate everyone and everything,

well everyone except you .

and i hate that fact even more.

2 years, 2 and a half years, almost three.
these months without you are


empty,
I
have
no
motive
and
care
about
nothing.

"someone save me.
yet no one can.
Because Ill get bored and dwell on you again."