amazing.

meet Opossum
the newest love of my life.









I can not help it.
I'm an animal love.

everything falls into place.
everysinglefuckingtime



I know this.



and I have been smiling for the past few days.

:)

I already feel better.

workfriends are the honestfriens

"Sammi, did you realize that 80% of your friends have mullets?"

"ahahahahahahhahah"

I played my guitar and sung at open mic night tonight.

I did absolutely terrible
on every single song I performed
except the one I wrote about you.
i sang it perfectly.

I hate you.

But I mostly hate that you inspire me.





it has been so long since I have been inspired

dgaf

Im starting to careless about everyone, everything, and quite frankly every situation around me. leave me alone. I do not care.

again I get what I want and it's nothing how I imagined
and now I find myself with no desire for this again.


on the upside.

fuck makeup
fuck hairbrushes
fuck deodorant
and fuck people.
all I want to do is make art.
i don't have time for friends.

I feel like me again.
lets see how long it'll last.

(ps me and mary jane are fighting, I might have to kick this addiction)

I am just as dark
&
just as cold
as the night.

this is no exaggeration.

sleep

I explained my sleeping habits to a friend.

me:"well every night my mind wonders off and like a book I make up my own little world, until I am lost and my mind drifts off"

"and how long before you dose off?"

me:"I don't know, it depends, 2 to 5 hours every night. But Im really not sure, right before I fall asleep I enter this state where nothing makes sense but it fits perfectly together. Sometimes Im there for hours, but I never know, that is when I know Ill be sleeping soon."

"For how long"

me:"Since I can remember."

"that is insomnia my dear.."

me:"oh"

"they have meds for that."

me:"But that is my favorite part of the night, when my mind wonders till it finds my dream. Why would anyone drown that?"

hmm.

my tangles have been tangling into dreads.
painful,
annoying and only 1 or two in the randomest spots.





Dreads?

n o , n o I t h i n k n o t

For a moment,
I forgot
how raving mad
I am.

I'm capable of so much.
Yet I hate being the leader,
I dread being in charge.
I like being quiet and somewhat open minded.
but FUCKthatSHIT

iam whoI am.
and i will lead this somewhere.

welcome back

I dont care how greedy you are

Business:

Dont ever double cross a beautiful women.
Oh my & don't even think to double cross 2 beautiful women.

Because,
beautiful girls have no mercy.

and there will be absolutely no fucking mercy.

these are both good ones.

especially there mouse hover quotes.