You must remember.
Most words aren't real. Most things that your eyes will wonder through are thoughts and thoughts and thoughts,
that I forced into a few meaningless sentences . Nothing is real.

Sunday, February 21, 2010


I adore my pizza lion fox.

cutest fluffy creature ever

Thursday, February 18, 2010



I tumbled down my stairs.




and broke my poor big toe.

D:
ouch.

Today is an awfully good day.

I heard a good few sentences
from a few good people,
that made me realize that not everyone is as blind as I thought.

Thank goodness. I was getting a little bitter about people again.




I'm ganna just start being nice and upbeat again.
While I'm here in long beach, I might as well work on making actual real friends.



Tuesday, February 16, 2010

hmm. I wonder.
Can this getting any worse?
I hope not.

Because I am in an honest kind-of-a-mood
and I honestly do not feeling like keeping my mouth shut for one more goddamn night.

This could get ugly.
this could get fulfilling

Monday, February 15, 2010


Im starting to see clearly.
I know exactly what I want.


& all it is, is you.
(surprise surprise.)




Now, how shall I fool you and keep you?

Sunday, February 14, 2010

:)


the littlest things excite me.


look at my new rose for my hair!!

>.< art walks are fun.

I also got sweet nosferatu pins on top of a few other things that tickle my heart.




Tuesday, February 9, 2010

why why why?




are you here?
go away.
away.
away with me.

So my dreams, can stop being this intense,
this real.
I cant handle this.


I'm going to do something I regret.

& I don't even believe in regrets.




Monday, February 8, 2010

I am


changing again.

I AM FINISHED with this trance.