You must remember.
Most words aren't real. Most things that your eyes will wonder through are thoughts and thoughts and thoughts,
that I forced into a few meaningless sentences . Nothing is real.

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

I feel so meaningless lately.

Monday, September 28, 2009

I made a remark about how I miss dancing.

there response.
"That's because you're dating someone that's dead"







...

Wednesday, September 23, 2009


I don't know, did I dream of you?

Sunday, September 20, 2009

To the friend who isn't really my friend


I think, we deserve to admire
something this beautiful
till sunrise.
But that is just my opinion.

Thursday, September 17, 2009

I learned so much about myself today.

All it took was a good conversation with someone observing on the outside.
:) Thanks.

Robert Frost



"A poet never takes notes. You never takes notes in a love affair."

lonely








To the query, ''What is a friend?''
His reply was
''A single soul dwelling in two bodies.''

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

anonymous

"It's true
that we don't know
what we've got until
we lose it,

but

it's also true

that we don't know
what we've been missing
until it arrives."




“To make a bad day worse spend it wishing for the impossible”
- Calvin and Hobbes
The most successful people are those who are good at plan B.

Thursday, September 10, 2009

ghoulfriends.blogspot.com

Oh yes, indeed I may fall in love easily.
It is just keeping me in love with you that seems to be a whole neither story.

Johann Kaspar Lavater

"Intuition is the clear conception of the whole at once."

tiptap

I now have no one.
So I am ready to leave everyone.
The darkness that creeped,
has succeed in its capturing.
Its fierce waves fight above me.
I lay here surrounded by nothing,
completely empty.
I mean nothing.
Everything means nothing.
My hatred for words
and humanity finally begins to sleep.
It means nothing.
Everything is nothing.
I am nothing.
Now how to make something of me.

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

lewis carroll

“Will you,
won't you,
will you,
won't you,
will you join the dance?”
this void grows.
day by day, everyday.

music

today the world built in my head, fell apart.
piece by piece.
I watched it suffocate in my arms.
Now I'm alone in reality.
With no where to hide
oh god I've lost my mind
everyday I lose my mind
this maze is never ending
the people stand so dull
these buildings will come crumbling
if all my dearest dreams come true
now don't you dare try to save me
then ill have nothing at all
anyways id rather dance with moonlight all alone
no you arnt worthy of joining, no one ever is at all


Monday, September 7, 2009

All I do is observe and watch.
All the energy I used to put in conversations is gone.
I'll just pick you apart.
People are so repetitive.
It fascinates me.

The claws of my thoughts are scrapping at the inside of my ribcage.
My jaw rattles with its music.

Sunday, September 6, 2009

really?
really?

fuck, this mornings phone call
it has drained me.
stabbed me.
jkergafshja

Friday, September 4, 2009

I'm never good enough.
I've been full of sadness
for quite sometime now.
I'm raw and the only emotion
I can honestly express is
anger.
rage.
&
fury.





I'm so far alone.
I feel like no one can reach me.