I just kinda wish I didnt feel anything. anymore.

you could save me

but instead im drowning







Im fucking lost.

ghoul

fuck hair brushes, make up, & masters

love me for me please.

I love my body and I love my heart.
I have so much to give but you dont deserve even a little part.

I hate that you are haunting me
in my dreams
&
in my memory.
confessing things that hurt me.


I fall apart,
piece by piece
yet it's a dream I will fade then I shall wake
alone, and empty.
I will fade through reality.

Your memory is gone
I barley remember you, & your scent & your kiss & your touch & your hands & your lips, oh how I will miss.
Did I make you up?
Do you even exist?

I am lost, with no meaning with no motive
no reason to live.

you were my world

and now Im sitting here.

"empty without him."

I am in a trance.

repeat please

need you
dream you
find you
taste you
use you
scar you
fuck you
break you

need you
dream you
find you
taste you
use you
scar you
fuck you
break you

need you
dream you
find you
taste you
use you
scar you
fuck you
break you

stupid rant:

my heart falls, then collapses.
im empty, moments where feelings should happen im numb.
lost, gone.


i like him,
but he's nothing
you were nothing
everything's nothing

ive lost meaning
i dont know how im breathing
save me
but you wont.

our world as one was amazing
but it's gone
I regret, but I've moved on



everything is nothing.