I hate that you are haunting me
in my dreams
&
in my memory.
confessing things that hurt me.


I fall apart,
piece by piece
yet it's a dream I will fade then I shall wake
alone, and empty.
I will fade through reality.

Your memory is gone
I barley remember you, & your scent & your kiss & your touch & your hands & your lips, oh how I will miss.
Did I make you up?
Do you even exist?

I am lost, with no meaning with no motive
no reason to live.

you were my world

and now Im sitting here.

"empty without him."

I am in a trance.