oh noise floor

"It's a sweet smile
and then a denial.
Hey, you are just trying to be nice.
But there is a meaning
to every fleeting
action you unconsciously decide.

The clocks they chime.
Now it's time."

fuck this shit

What I want to do
&
what I think I should do,

are both on completely different ends.

help

me.

All it takes

is one little pull,
and everything
slowly falls
apart.

day:ONE

My ribcage is caving in on itself.
The air surrounding me
chills right through me,
every single inhale.
I am collapsing.
F

a

l

l

i

n

g

apart,
piece by piece,
layer by layer,
until I'm completely undone.
and then here I will be,
trapped in a
dim
dim
d a r k
empty place.
I will be in a state further away,
recognizing my mind with ballpoint ink.

Day one reminder:

Don't
forget to smile.