the girl in my dream

smiled widely,
& softly said,

"You're
only
twenty
sweetheart."

ps: insomnia

http://stixstixstix.blogspot.com/

no good

I have a feeling that something odd is ganna happen soon too.

I need to conquer some fears

I need a push to conquer my fears.

I just love

when my eyes swell up with tears.
and all I want is to be held,
and to feel safe
because of how unstable I've felt lately.
And for the 5th time in a row,
my boyfriend does not even notice.

"I've fallen in love"

"Footfalls echo in the memory
Down the passage which we did not take
Towards the door we never opened
Into the rose-garden.
My words echo
Thus, in your mind."


-TS Eliot

Oh, hello, hello,

My mind was in some slumber,
far far from here,
yet indeed it was rather nice to disappear.

Things are beginning to unravel,
disentangling though my skull.
Oh yes, I believe I have wandered here before.

How I can feel it crawling up my spine,
scratching harder the higher it goes.
Still I don't know how to beat this.
I don't know where to go.
I think maybe this time I'll just have to lose my mind,
in a possible order to get this right.