bllurr

Sometimes I wonder if this is all really happening.
If the words you say or the gestures you make
are actually reality and not all the thoughts wondering though my head.

But just like in my dreams I sit there awkwardly.
Wondering, "Is this happening?"
Waiting for a something.

Now here I am, wide awake.
Defiantly not dreaming.


& I don't know what to do.
And I don't know the difference between what I imagined and what is happening..
I don't know if it just happened in a dream.

Everything is blurring.

I'm slowly becoming happy.

Everything somehow makes no sense anymore again.