Have you ever wanted something so bad,
that you hit this point.
Where you know,
this desire,
this yearning,
longing,
craving.
It will never be filled.

never ever ever.
You know this.
You have known this.
You understand this.

This is where I am.
Trying to consume my mind of other things.

Nothing is working.
This thing,
this desire,
this yearning,
longing,
craving.


It is haunting me.